Accountability

Well as you can see, it has been some time since I have posted. I think it is safe to assume, I have not been living up to the goals that I have. That being said, I wouldn't call this summer a total loss. I have, in my opinion, done a great job spending time with my wife and son, enjoying the summer and each other's company. While I have slipped on my long road, my support system has me working toward growth as more of a complete person. School is beginning and I am taking one class this semester. I also will be studying for a promotional exam in the not so distant future, so this too will keep me busy. A friend of mine writes here as well and she has mentioned talk of censoring herself. Let me be the first to tell you that I will not apologize for my opinions, as they are mine, I will not be offended if you are offended, and to be quite honest, would be more offended, if I didn't offend some. That would really worry me. Anyways, I know I have few readers and that will change. Nobody here really knows about me. In order for me to grow, I must hold myself more accountable and be honest to myself before I can move forward. The next few months will be spent hard at work. Hopefully my OCD will allow me to delve into my work as much as I have been into numbers. It is funny to think about how much wasted energy I have spent in my life being distracted by numbers. It is time for me to be distracted by numbers that matter....here are just a few....1092004, 2201974,6132007,12022003....those are numbers that are the ones I should be focusing on....not all of them listed...just a few...anyone solving the puzzle wins a prize...a coaster with a donkey on it (they belong to my wife...i have deemed them expendable)...adios...and hopefully soon I will have something a bit more interesting and less cryptic for you to read