mixed blessings....

So I don't want to sound ungrateful or anything but I must say, a new child...much more exhausting than having just one. If I sound ungrateful I don't really care as this is my blog and not yours...so read on if you like (hopefully you have already picked up on the sarcasm) Just never not tired here...chasing the hammer around, taking a shift at night, bouncing on a goddamn ball to get nails to rest. This is the shit people don't like to share....this is the part the really sucks..Don't get me wrong, I think I am the most blessed guy in the world with a lovely wife and two healthy children...but this being worn out, irritable, smelly(punted on the shower again today)...is starting to take its toll...fortunately there is a light at the end of the tunnel...we have about 3 weeks to go and then, hopefully, we will be on a bit of a schedule. Ah the schedule....damn has the hammer spoiled us!!! To continue on my rants here...to all the morons that have jobs they are cannot do...do me a favor...don't pretend that you have a clue..don't pretend that you matter..it really pisses me off!! Here is one of my many many malfunctions...when I feel I have been unfairly shunned I tend to get an edge...alright an even bigger edge you smart asses!!! Too bad the woman this is directed towards cannot prepare herself for my surprise visit on Tuesday morning...you see..if you say you are going to call someone back, DO IT!!! Its your fucking job...IF YOU ARE OUT OF THE OFFICE THEN MAKE IT NONE YOU NITWIT!!! At my job there are too many people that think having a title really matters...sure it does and you know what the city is on the square...I don't give a shit about your rank...just because you get promoted does not mean they give you a brain...so to all those who got their jobs because of who they know, who the blow, because of their skin color, because they couldn't simply wait their turn...bite me!!! I don't respect you, actually I hold you even more accountable, I have more questions for you...because deep down in your nether regions, we know that you have no integrity and that you will always put yourself first...regardless of what your job description is...and to the princess I get to see on Tuesday...smooches...so looking forward to walking into an office that I know nobody can read above the suntimes level!! adios all...will try to be more meaningful in the next post...thanks for listening to me whine